My sweet, sweet Saee,
Tuesday, December 2012, at 12:30
pm. my gynac confirming my report on telephone with his pathology. When she
blew her thump my eyes teared up & I started to cry. This is how you decide
to come into our lives and our new journey started. After enjoying each
trimester I wanted to bring you to this world on Independence day. But at 9
days overdue, the doctor said it was the time to welcome you!
After a roller coaster from the
night finally, you arrived on 14th August 2013 at sharp 7:30 a.m.Your dad was silent and crying. I remember my excitement to see you and when I look into your
eyes, it was you, my doll 😀but not the way I imagine. You are now 6 years old and still
your papa and I wonder how we are so blessed!
You are a loving and happy girl . It
is evident that when you got up from the sleep, you raise your little hands up and telling me to take in my arms. I still love to take you in my arms and spend some time by simply
hugging you.
I remember how Divu and Arya
(cousin brother) waiting for you and started to dance when they saw you. It is evident that how your grandfather and
uncle eagerly waiting for you and stood at the gate of the building to welcome
you. Love the way when you hugged them all and give your love to each one. It
is evident that you still hide behind the door to welcome your papa and giggling
around him. I hope you will be the same loving and kind-hearted person in your
life.
My favorite hobby is playing with
you. Love when I hide and you search me all over the house. Love when you
prepared food from your tiny kitchen and served me. Love when you want that I
should bath your baby doll and make her ready like you. Love to play with small
badminton and when you got angry with me by saying, "Mummy, tula khelata
nahi yet." (You don't know how to
play). Love to be your Google to answer
your tiny questions. You are my chatterbox and love to have a verbal fight with
you. Love to make you angry so that I can have more fight with you.
You are a tough but sensitive girl. You taught me a lot of
things throughout my motherhood journey. Especially I learned how to be strong, how to
develop patience and how to fight all alone with our circumstances. You are so
joyful that you taught me how to find joy in simple things. You taught me how
to be grateful for everyday life. You are a very confident girl and stick to
your choices and never regret back. I hope you always have that determination.
My sweet little lady, you always
been a daddy's girl (https://memoryflies.blogspot.com/2016/02/daddys-girl) and will be forever. I remember the way he talked with you
when you were in my womb and he talks with you till to date in the same way which
makes my heart melt. No wonder that is why your bond with your father is so
strong. Love when you still wanted to be in his arms and want to dance with
him. Love that you missed him when he is away from home. Loves whenever you both tiny giants fill the whole house with noise
and craziness. Love when both of you irritate me. Love your manipulations, that
how you fulfill your every demand from your papa. I hope this bond with your dad will be more tighten along with the
time and your daddy will be always your best friend.
If there is only one thing you
remember from these 6 years of your life, I hope you remember feeling loved.
Your papa and I love you more than a word can express. You are the only reason which makes our bond so strong and deep. You filled our world with more joy. Love
the way you love both of us.
Thank You beta,
Mummy.
